Have you ever been in love with the wrong person? Totally
utterly in love with the wrong person? So, you can relate? I am totally and
utterly in love with someone who doesn’t want to marry me. I see pictures of
him and my heart melts. I see him calling and my heart races. I’ve got it bad.
I wonder how long this will last. I keep hoping that with this cold winter
weather my heart will freeze and become a cavern of frigid frost. Turns
out, all those dancers poses, king pigeon poses, wheel poses and camel poses
that I obsessively practiced last year to open my heart may have worked. One of my
teachers says “Don’t work on the pose, let the pose work on you” Well, shit,
the poses have worked on me. My heart is open. For years, I couldn’t get that
thing to crack, now it’s stuck wide open. Can I stop love? Can it be done? I'll keep you posted...
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Hi Asha. We have met a couple of times, I am a teacher as well. I just found your website and this blog. Very happy for you!!! This post really resonated with me. I too was with a man who would not marry me. For 2 1/2 years. I finally ended it in March and it was extremely difficult. It has been a few months, and I know it was the right decision for me. I was giving up too much of myself to meet his needs and he wasn't meeting mine. I hope you have resolved this, or are on your way to doing so. Good luck!
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